we rock...  

my brother, Chris, is at the Robert Plant concert, right now, with my little Audrey... how cool is that? 

heehee 

cool cat... 

i'm ready! 

and this is what we did yesterday... Iskievauanzo is alive and working... and i am so blessed, it nearly hurts...  

i am the most fortunate wife and mother in my universe... look what i did today... 

painting...  

i love my baby... 

stunning... {proud mommy} 

indeed, we made a redhead... heehee 

yes, i happen to think my baby daughter is pretty cute, name and all (which daddy thought up all by himself, spelling and all, just in case you were wondering) 

the sweetest thing... 

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the sweetest thing...

i have not been interested in writing for awhile now... must be post partum, but i have to say somewhere, if not in a poem, that our littlest baby is truly the sweetest baby... everyone who meets her is astonished by her disposition... her striking beauty (even though she looks just like her daddy!) and her sweetness... i will write of this little love... i'm kind of suffering from writer's block... i read a really stupid comment this morning, on the page of an old friend, and let it irritate me so bad, i wanted to scream... then i realized how foolish i was behaving... i'm still growing up... i let loose in a journal entry on another site, and realized, this person was not worth the aggravation... the sad part is that at times, i have missed this person... but have not heard of this person in a long time... ran across a page, and wham, the anger began, and i felt personally affected... which i shouldn't...

i have been troubled this past week; plagued with disturbing nightmares... rob thinks it's because i'm trying to handle crisis differently (he does not want me cursing like a sailor when things go wrong); and since my outlet is disappearing, my dreams are dealing with my inner struggles... could be... i know one thing, if i find the idiot who sold us this house, he won't be safe from sailor ways... hahaha...

last week, we took a field trip to the Huntington Library... i'm growing addicted to this homeschooling venue... i suppose this could finally be a good addiction... and, yes, i have even been inside a church twice in the past three weeks... i was quite impressed by the use of dr seuss and disney's fantasia as mediums for getting the "word" out, so to speak... incorporating various visions to relate a common thread makes my heart smile... makes me think there is hope for our race, even if we are gone tomorrow... unity is the key... love is eminent...

maybe i should start writing again... i'm so tired...